Longing for Home
悲しい。
There’s no parcel for me today, again. It has been almost two weeks since my aunt posted out the box of mooncakes. Since last Thursday, I’d been excitedly checking my mailbox everyday every hour. Every time when I realized that there no parcel for me, there’s a little disappointment. Still, I told myself “Ok, it will arrive tomorrow~!” I have been saying for almost 6 days now.
Haiz… Just feel abit low suddenly. If I’m not studying in Australia, my aunt would not send the mooncakes to me and today I won’t be disappointed for not receiving it yet.
I MISS HOME!!!! Here in Australia, although a lot of freedom, very relaxing.. But in some aspects, I feel very handicapped. Can’t go out too late when it’s late; No Kinokuniya in Perth; Can’t buy the stuffs that I want. Many things have to ask my friends or my brother to do it for me… Don’t really like this feeling. Really don’t! Most importantly of all, I MISS HOME!! I WANT MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AROUND ME!!!!
(took a deep breath)
Ok, being very willful again. Once again, better remind myself. Since I chose this path, there’s no looking back. Ganbarimasu~! But if there a chance to go back to the beginning… I might choose to stay in Singapore. Nobody can have the best of both worlds. Australian education, Singapore environment. Not a chance~
Not a very nice entry.. Oh well, I need a hug.
Off to find it.