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又过夜咯!

Saturday, April 30, 2005


昨晚又在Ja-ne的家过夜了


自从星期四亲眼看到路人被车撞后


她被吓坏了 现在每次在那里等着换车时都心有余悸


想安慰她也不知该说些说么


有些记忆不是说想消磨就消磨得掉的


更何况是一条人命活生生地在她的面前被夺走


她的心理也一定很难受吧?


来,抱抱~ 别想那么多了


所以好吧 就陪她绕远路


顺便可以去那里的超级市场买点东西


同时也可以去闹在泡泡茶馆打工的Joselyn(笑)



后来也顺其自然地


三个人闹着闹着 说说笑笑 买东买西


最后大家都跑到贞的家 未来家庭主妇又煮晚餐给我们两个懒人了


好棒~!虽然咸了点 不过好久没吃到好吃的炒面了


晚餐后看了American Idol


看了The Sweetest Thing


四个人, 包括贞的房友 Matilda


就开始聊天 说说笑笑……


哇,不知不觉间就两点了


再八卦八卦 对Matilda 描述我们班上一名超~级恶心、超~级讨人厌的老男生


三人边说边吐


哇靠! 又自大 ! 又爱打肿脸充胖子


我们想避开 他又阴魂不散


大家都对他超级反感 (恶~)


又聊啊聊啊聊……


哇,已经凌晨五点了


到那时候才散会


Matilda迟些必须去上班


Ja-ne开始她的 assignment


Joselyn肚子饿,便煮一包泡面 (汗)


Joselyn真的很能吃


过后睡醒了以后(我们睡沙发),


她载我回家之前 我们先去吃午餐


她吃了两个汉堡 (汗!)


其实在外头和几个朋友租自己的房子的感觉真的很好


很大人,很自由的感觉


而且朋友来了也很方便


太晚了就直接找位置睡就得了


去Ja-ne的家真的又自在又好玩


哈~ 只不过每次麻烦她煮晚餐给我们吃


昨晚虽然很愉快


不过如果可以 Ja-ne其实想早点做你的assignment 的吧?


我们却在那而‘死赖不走’(汗)


抱歉~ 抱歉~!


为了表示歉意


下个星期五我们买好了材料再来拜访你吧!(笑)

at 4:14 PM




My song - Papaya

Monday, April 25, 2005


MoOd: Bored


Tsuyoshi Dohmoto have a song named "Orange".

So I shall composed a song and call it "Papaya"! :D


Interesting huh?!


P.s: I missed his "Hamburger" song too~ :(

at 10:29 PM




今天

Sunday, April 24, 2005


有空的朋友要注意天空喔~
最近可能会下红雨
或看见会飞的粉红猪。(笑)


好吧,我承认我又再耍白痴了(汗)
不过奖赏我吧!


没课的时候睡眠时间通常都是凌晨三点至下午十二点。
真糟糕。
今早我可是花了好大的力气才能在八点以前起来。
不简单喔~
自从回到这里之后,我都还没在这个时间醒来过呢。
厉害吧?(杨扬得意)
不过现在呢


好想睡觉!!!


哇,日语作文有点写到走火入魔了。
脑海里想的句子都自动被翻译成日语了。

at 7:23 PM




Michael Buble - Home

Thursday, April 21, 2005


Title: Home
Artist: Michael Buble



Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm


Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know


And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that


Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home


Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home


And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me


Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home


And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know


Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home



------------------------------
My sentiments~

at 9:12 PM




时间


时间


她是游戏人间的蝴蝶
流荡种种花丛之间
她……
时而妖艳、时而高贵、
时而清纯、时而沧桑
虚浮的多变化 无损她的魅力
只加深她的神秘感


美丽的蝴蝶
是自由的
她不受任何人的限制
更不会为任何人停留
她就如尊贵的女王
理所当然地
将迷恋她的臣民踩在脚底


明知道她的美丽是危险的
却无法抗拒她的诱惑
毫无意识地接近她
就似飞蛾投火一般
宁愿短暂的拥有 好过不知甜蜜的永远
尝过了苦涩的滋味
方能了解幸福的味道

at 12:22 AM




I ran!

Wednesday, April 20, 2005


Yeah~! I jogged today! (put up one finger) 1 round! Well, better than nothing isn't it?! Starts off with 1 round, then slowly increase as the days go by. I'm not in a hurry to join the Olympics anyway. Why rush? *laughs* As long I reach my target in the end, it's alright to take things at my own pace! :)


I met the tissue-brand dog today again. He's soooooO adorable!! Even from a distance, he can spot me and will just keep on watching until I smiled. That seemed to be the signal for him to come running, or rather bouncing up. Aiyo~~ I must exclaim again, He's sooooO cute!! I wish I had a dog here too! Perth is actually a very good place to keep a dog. As big as you like. *grinz* I never knew that there were dogs who have the size of a baby bear until I came here. After getting shocked in the beginning, I'm getting used to the sight of them but it's only restricted to "sight" only. Lolz~ Touch them? Give me another semester! *laughs* Anyway, back to the "Perth is a very good place to keep a dog" topic, really~ There's lotsa space, lotsa 'mysterious' things and objects for them to explore and most importantly, people here don't object to dogs running freely around in public grounds. (Got bored and change topic) The cutest sight to see are the dogs hanging their head out of the cars, their ears blowing in the wind. Hmm... Doesn't your owner teaches you not to stick your head out of the window?! Lolz~ I want to keep a dog here ne!

at 9:41 PM




烧脂肪


“我要做运动!”


口上说说了很久
只是一直力不从心
太懒惰了
屁股一粘上椅子就不想动了
任身体继续发福当中(汗)


不过 忍无可忍了啦
再不做些什么的话 会变恐龙妹的啦
没有脸蛋至少要有身材!(笑)


现在虽然只是去散散步
不过也算是个好的开始
好,明天就开始跑了! 吧?
:)




啊 明天得记得洗衣服了
没衣服穿了~

at 12:41 AM




Reminiscence

Monday, April 18, 2005


I have a new layout again!
English entries seemed to suit this design much better isn't it? I don't know, it simply just looks nicer on the whole from my point of view. Lolz~


“Reminiscences”
Thinking about the past, digging out and refreshing the old fond memories that each one hold dear to their heart.


which I have been doing a lot recently. The happiest and most wonderful period of my 21 years so far have to be during my JC period with the rest of Hope. Even though there were times of feeling down or dejected, they seemed insignificant to the amount of fun we had then. It seemed so sad that good things don’t stay the same way forever, not even friendship. Sure, we make effort to stay in contact with each other and go out as often as we can (I’m so proud of this fact) but sometimes, I can’t just help but feel lonely that all of us are living our ‘separate’ lives now. The time that we shared with each other only in the past is now divided into smaller portions to accommodate our new friends, so that we play a new part in their lives as well.


Hmm…


Oh well. Whatever~ I think the flu made me melancholic. But whatever happens in the future, good or bad, the precious memories that we made will follow us to a ripe old age. As long thirty/sixty years down the road, the seeds of friendship that we sowed in the past are still growing beautifully, I’m content.

at 5:30 PM




生病了~


生病了~~
鼻子像不能关的水龙头
好难受!


通常身体最软弱的时候最想家了
我也是
真想对妈妈撒娇
被嘘寒问暖
好想打电话回家哦~
听一听妈妈的声音


不过不可以啦 (我忍!)
她一听到我那难听的吸鼻声 会担心的
爸爸一个人就够她担心了


还是等身体好一点再打电话回家吧

at 2:46 PM




Relieved~

Wednesday, April 13, 2005


哟呼!
终于搞定机票的部分了!(眉开眼笑)


我们,去日本啰~~!(笑)

at 8:28 PM




我爱的他,什么也不是。

Tuesday, April 12, 2005


我爱的他,什么也不是。

看着他,心碎了。
哭了,也不知觉。
没有什么原因
此刻,只想为他而流泪。
他失去的,
从这刻,我给他补回。


即使,泪流干了
心里头的悲哀
什么样也挥不去。
心,依然紧紧地楸着
有些喘不过气。
沉重的心情
谁,来告诉我为什么?


*****


他说,他从不流泪
只因很久以前
他就丧失了这个资格
他答应了一名女孩,
她离世之后
他不会为她伤心。
没有了她
他,依然会过得很好
很好。


这个誓言,像个枷锁。
他的笑容,
永远灿烂得像太阳。
没有人注意到
他……
嘴角虽笑着
那双眼,是哭的。


那模样,
从第一天开始
就在印在我的心上,
这辈子除不掉了。
好心疼他
真的,真的好心疼。
曾自私地想过
如果……
如果是我早一点遇到他
那今天的结果会不会不一样?


他的往事,成了过去,
无法改变。
我却拥有他的未来。
即使,
他永远忘不了那女孩也罢。
多久多久我都愿意
让他的伤悲化为我的泪
代替她,守在他的身边
给他全世界的幸福。


爱的回应,我不需要
只要,某天他的眼神不再悲哀。
真心的付出和等待…
也是一种甜蜜的幸福。


*******


以上,就是听着X-Japan时,那忧伤的男歌声在脑海里所引起的image。
当然也配着那句歌词~"Dry your tears with Love~"

at 1:14 AM




Hey You!

Wednesday, April 06, 2005


I'm not a very kind person, so if you want more sympathy to feel sorry for yourself...
Go whine in front of someone else instead!

at 10:24 PM




Friendster



这一两年来养成了偶尔到Friendster 去看看的习惯。去看一看谁现在如何、谁变什么样子了、谁和谁在一起了、谁和谁又分手了。说是关心老朋友也好,是鸡婆他人的人生也好,都还是要为Friendster的发明人鼓掌。这个idea实在是太棒了!


有了这样的一个地方,偶尔想念以前的同学朋友的时候,也不须管现在还在不在联络,都可以得知他们的消息。就像是那些无法正面打个招呼的朋友,透过这里,光明正大地“偷瞧”他们的近况。


有时候看到别人的人生里有了改变之后,常常会想,我的呢?我的人生里有什么值得骄傲的变化吗?我的世界有没有变大了些?这段月数我是否有所成长?还是依然在原位打转,裹足不前。


我觉得我的答案是否定的,当拒绝了成长带来的责任后,现在的我,就似穿着大人衣物的小女孩,办着家家酒。当别人的脚步开始迈向前了,执意在原地打转的我只有被抛下的危机了。或许根本没有这回儿事,不过我却会那么想。


多虑的执著是因为恐惧吗?还是被保护得太好了?我也不清楚。我也向往,眼前那一片闪闪发亮的海阔天空。期待有朝一日,那辽阔的世界将属于自己。

at 12:21 AM




日本!我来也!

Friday, April 01, 2005


今天终于知晓在等待的消息!

我.将在.冬假.去日本!
而且,还是我向往的大阪! Yeah~!


天啊~~~ 这是真的吗?
我不是在做梦吧?! (捏了大腿一下)


有点不可思议呢。
一直以来,都以为只有在工作以后才有机会去日本。
想不到也给我等到了这个机会!
不过有点内疚呢,不回国探亲,反而跑去玩了。
还亏当初母亲大人不打算让我回国时,婆婆还和她吵,说机票的钱,一部分由她出。
对不起~~ (内疚)


12月的假期时,一定一定努力地打工的!
算是我去日本的费用!
不过,2个月以内是不可能赚到几千块的吧?(汗)


不过~ 对于能去日本,很兴奋呢!
却也没有想象中那么兴奋。
是日期太远了吗?
可能吧…
我的朋友还比我兴奋呢。
自从消息揭晓的时候,她就一直噼里啪啦地说不停了。好可爱~ (笑)


好吧,看她那么捧场的份上,我也更兴奋一点好了!


日本的天空~ 日本的空气~ 日本的土地~ 日本的帅哥~!
我来也咯~!


哈…………


大阪的Johnnys专卖店在哪里呢?(睁大眼)

at 1:11 AM