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Japan Trip! v1

Monday, June 20, 2005


Japan Trip! Chapter 1


Yoohoo~!~!! In Japan now!!! ^_^ On the first sight, it looked very familiar and very strange. Some scenes were seen on television before whereas some scenes, it's totally unfamiliar. Wad... The highroads here are totally impressive!! Sukee!


My first host sister, Hiroe has a grandmother, parents and a younger brother. But Hiroe and Sok-bo san (grandmother) lived together while the rest of the family stayed in another place somewhere nearby. Ah, how could I forget Chouko! She's such a adorable and smart dog!! Lolz~ They are really nice people, when Hiroe found out I like Tsuyoshi too........


I ALMOST HAD A CHANCE TO GO TO HIS CONCERT!!!!!!!! (T^T)


Her friend is a member of his fanclub, a big fan, so if she get the tickets, they will bring me go to his concert!!!! Ahhhhhhh..... But, during the period that I'm here, NOT A SINGLE JOHNNYS' CONCERT IS HELD!!! Kanashii~~~ (T^T) AhHHhhhh..


So I said, they are very people deshoo. Even in the family, they will go their way to make me comfortable. I feel abit paiseh, for not knowing what to talk to them sometimes. Haiz... Haha, suddenly recalled something funny. Her mother, like Bae Young Jun alot too!! LOLz~ And yupz, because of Winter Sonata!! Kawaii~~~


Their house is kinda small, but typical japanese apartment. One difference between japanese houses and our houses. Their toilet bowl and bathroom are separate! Hen dayo. So usually unlike where we do everything at the same spot, japanese do it separately. I think it's abit troublesome though but cute! Lolz~ Ah, even if Hiroe's tolietbowl is the simplest kind, it still have many cute little functions. Wash backside, wash dunno what, adjust the temperature. Haha.. Perhaps will play with it one day. ^-^


Ah... and guess what, their house is situated in the Suma area, so nearby there is Genji Temple!! Don't sounds familiar? The period drama that Takki is acting in now as Yoshitsune... That's his temple! Sugooiii!!! It's really cool! But when Hiroe brought me there, I forgot my camera, so I didn't take any pictures. Zannen deshita. Ooooh, and I watched the drama yesterday!! Takki looked so strange in ancient costume. ^_^;; Ah, and there is a woman character, she was the voice for Spirited Away, YuiBaBa. It really sounded the same! O_o


The first day of school today, as usual, we had a orientation, welcome ceremony and a campus tour. It was then I met my second host family, actually the mother first and the daughter, Mao. The mother was very elegant and also seems very kind. Mao-san looked very genki genki kinda girl. Looking forward to the homestay with them two weeks later~~


Alright, that's all for today!! ^-^ Hiroe has classes until 6.30pm today, so sigh~~ have to wait for another 2 more hours. Sianz.. Perhaps I shall go buy some food (a little hungry) and go study in the library le. I have my japanese test on wed!


Jyaaa mata Mina!

at 2:11 PM




I feel like writing a story.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005


I feel like writing a story.


I remember the 1 scene stories that we used to write at IT, although it was short, although it made no sense sometimes, although it was not really popular among other members. At least, it had been fun for us.


Here comes the time again, being all stressed for the exams; the mind saturated with never ending supply of psychology terms and the theories. Sometimes I wonder is psychology more difficult or philosophy worse? Somehow I think the former will win by a mile. At least for psychology, the random thoughts and ideas are constrained by scientific boundaries.


Although the eye had read through pages and pages of lectures notes and readers, I wonder how much information had the brain actually captured and stored away in its horde. Oh well, we will find out the answer tomorrow when the exam paper is in front of me. But somehow I think, my brain does not actually make a successful pirate.


I feel like writing a story.


And alas, before my story can begin its flow, I hear the opening of a door. A door leading to a place where I finally can wash away the dust and tiredness accumulated from the day. And if I’m confusing you, I meant the bathroom. I seriously need to shower, Now.


So therefore, I shall take my leave now and hopefully, come back as a happier girl.


p/s: I did mention, that I'm overwhelmed with exam stress at the moment didn't I?

at 10:13 PM




Little Joys

Saturday, June 11, 2005


Sometimes if you are not too greedy, you can find a little happiness in everyday life.


Say for me today, being all tired, frustrated and brain satuated with psychology stuffs, I called home, wanted to find comfort and sympathy from my mother. (Yes, I'm still very much a mummy's little girl) but alas, only my brother was at home. Since I came to Perth, my conversation with him is always "Hello?" Then he would pass the phone to my mum already.


This very same brother who can't be bothered to talk to his sister all the time actually held a decent conversation with me today. *shocked* Well, it's really more of a one-sided conversation, with me talking crap more but still.... Me, being on the phone with my brother for 15 minutes!! Woohoo! He must have been in very good mood today. If I buy 4D, I might strike tomorrow one ne? Lolz~~


And just shortly after, with the high spirits that I'm in (cos' my brother talked to me) I saw a rainbow again!! :) The colours were quite light and abit pale but it is one whole rainbow stretching from one end to another! I got a very good view from my room. Tried taking a picture of it too, but unfortunately it was too pale to be seen clearly. Sigh... But still,


A 15-min conversation and a pretty rainbow, they are enough to make my day! I think, my energy level is boosted a little higher to start cramming my psychology stuffs into my brain again.


Ganbarimasu~~~!! Fighting~~!

at 4:31 PM




One more week to go!

Wednesday, June 08, 2005


Ahh... I can't believe it! One week has already flown past just like that!!! Refer to last entry's date and look at this entry's date again. O.o I can't help but imagine the next moment I know, I will be going into the exams hall taking Psy241 exam which at the moment, I feel so unprepared for. >_< There seems so much to study and so little time!! ((Hmm.. why does this sounds so familiar?!))


Been working my ass off these few days, never in my life I had felt so hardworking before. Lolz~ Probably due to the guilt I had in me since the grades for my assignments this semester hasn't been very well. In order to be able to take honours in my fourth year, I need, an average of Distinction. Sigh~~ (Help?)


Japanese listening test this morning was a complete disaster. I could barely hear the tape and when the teacher finally turned the volume up, I could hear but still cannot understand what's the various conversations were about. Damn... Luckily, the oral test later was not fantastic but at least, passable. *sweats*


Had a nice strong coffee and a lovely conversation with Debbie at Sir Walters while being caught in the rain. ((side note: Met Chi-ko-pei while buying our lunch in the afternoon and he again tried to make "good" conversation. Luckily for us, we did not have to pretend we don't dislike him for a long time and could walk away at the very first opportunity. *laughs* Scared myself for nothing then when I thought he might going to follow and eat with us. *maj sweats*)) Anyway, back to the topic, Debbie was mentioning that her family might be migrating to Canada and was telling me the pros and cons about living in Canada. It's quite cool but it also mean that when I want to see Debbie in the future, I have to fly all the way to Canada for a glimpse of her. Haha.. Hmm.. but if I ended up taking my Masters in the same state that she'll be in, I could get more than one glimpse of her. ^-^ Lolz~ Well, that's too soon to say, perhaps another 6 years down the road? even though I feel like taking my Masters in Canada. They have quite good, if not better psychology programs there too.


Oh well... End of the retold tale of my day. Back to studying now.. -_-;


p.s: 1 week plus 3 days from now, I will be in Japan! O.o

at 2:14 AM




鱼的故事

Wednesday, June 01, 2005


Tonight, when I’m supposed to study my statistics… As usual, not according to plan, I just spent almost 3 hours writing lyrics for Kangta’s song.Image hosted by Photobucket.com That’s it! I have decided! No more sitting in front of my computer while studying!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com There are simply too much distractions in this little black thing, even it's just music!!! Argh~! Image hosted by Photobucket.com Anyway, I proclaimed, the once favourite song of mine, is one of the most hated song on my list (well, at least temporarily) due to the amount of times I repeated that one song, that one part, just to fix the lyrics in nicely (which I still failed for a part) to the melody……. Oh well…



Melody: Kangta - Persona
Lyrics: Suelee


((p.s: I was reading it w/o music but it make no sense. Haha.. I think it's better to read it with the music on 2nd time after hearing it. ((Left click to download)) Hmm... I copied the link but I'm not sure can download lydat or not, if can't, just go to this page and download the one stated "Persona Kangta". It's the third one if the order didn't change. [Link]



.Untitled for now.



鱼儿游呀游
在水里多自由
为何要逼他们
在陆上学走路
难道 这一定是对的
只因为世上大家都是这样
才不会被排斥


这是什么逻辑
谁规定(的)大道理
上了岸的鱼儿
虽然很快学会
了走就像大家一样
他们也以为从此就快乐


那一个雨天里
撑着一把红伞
你走进我(的)世界
在那一刹那间
我的心 慢慢为你起舞
我的手不知觉伸向你


其实我不想爱
也从没相信爱
已看了太多的
没幸福的未来
早已下定了心
这一生我陪我自己过
但你却走进我世界里


上了岸的鱼儿
很快学会走路
就和大家一样
快乐也跟着来
可惜幸福是短暂的
快乐没有永远的保存期
当一切结束后
(只)剩残留的回忆 )}- this is the weird part


鱼儿后悔了
他们不该
听信别人
和大家一样却放弃
最珍贵的自由
先(在)已无法回到当初


从认识你开始
我已开始动摇
心早已飞向你
却依然有保留
你的眼 似乎看穿一切
你的手 牢牢地抓紧我


你说我不敢爱
不是我不想爱
你说我们一定
有幸福的未来
所以更应该改
只要能相信着你和我
世界也会为我们而转


鱼儿的故事里
最终都不幸福
今天这个结局
我是否像他们
短暂的幸福结束之后
只剩绝望和你的背叛


其实我不想爱
更不想相信爱
因爱过的结果
是痛苦的未来
如果从一开始
你就没想留在我身边
就不应该让我学会爱



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oh well.. I know the lyrics are kinda strange. Too tired to think now. Going to publish, brush my teeth, fall into bed and wake up early to study again. Haiz.... Not enough time ar...

at 1:00 AM