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Bye Rekha.

Friday, October 28, 2005


Rekha, I can't believe you are going back to Singapore now!! T_T
Ne, bring me along~~~~!
Anyway, although I don't think you'll be seeing this...

Enjoy yourself back there!! But don't overeat till you drop!! If you are going to, at least wait for us to be back too, then we can eat until peng san.
Most importantly, pick up my call hor~!! Keke..

Buai~~~ I will be looking on enviously from Perth.

at 10:05 AM




27 cents.


My prayers had been answered! Image hosted by Photobucket.com

When my internet quota ran out on Tuesday, I have yet to top it again since I will be less distracted if I don't have any access to the internet at home. But then, just 2 nights without internet has made my fingers VEEERY itchy, if the library is still open now, I got a feeling I will just walk the way to Uni just to ease the itchness. Haha.. In some desperate hope, I didn't know why I did it but I went to check my quota and behold! $0.27 in my account!! Image hosted by Photobucket.com I have no idea where did this 27 cents come from, but I'm sooo happy!! Here I am, happily typing away~~ Image hosted by Photobucket.com Now, I appreciated the preciousness of this little amount of value.

Alrighty, I'm going to surf away this 27 cents for tonight! First thing I do tomorrow is to top up my internet quota again! Image hosted by Photobucket.com


Oh, as an IMPORTANT side note: Rekha is going home TOMORROW!!!

at 12:07 AM




Taking a Break

Wednesday, October 26, 2005


I need a breather from those irritating inconsiderate noisy a$$holes.
Sitting at my favourite study location in the library, Debbie and I are doing our studying for the exams, or at least trying to. Alas, the joy of finding the place available to us was very soon killed when we realized that our neighbours are a bunch of inconsiderate rowdy idiots. With a little hope in my heart that they will be moving off pretty soon, giving us back the peace and quiet but it's it seems that after a hour or so, they won't do so anytime going anywhere soon. Hey, a little quiet conversation is alright, but do you guys have to go all out to make such racket?!! Geez, the notion of grabbring the 3 of yours grabbing 3 of your heads and bangging banging them together, hard is soo tempting! Grrr...

Shut people! or Get lost!


//edited on 28.10// Anger had made my English strange...

at 2:04 PM




Beware of its fangs..

Tuesday, October 25, 2005


It is the exam fever again! Everyone says “Yay~!”
Countdown: 18 days to the first paper! (Japanese Oral not included)
Homecoming: 31 days to the flight Home! Everyone says “Yipee Yay~” again.

Seriously, Deb I don’t think it’s such a good idea to have a study timetable after all. No doubt, it prepares you just in time for the paper, but looking the rate I’m lagging behind, it’s really kinda stressing me out!!!! *wails* (Pimples are popping out like flowers in Spring.) Hmm.. Perhaps, I should adjust my timetable backwards so give myself some air… *gasping* Oh well.

Oh, if Jan, Rowie and Hope see this. I’m still reading your blogs!!! It’s just that the commenting systems don’t allow me to leave my comment everytime!!! Baka! They are ganging up against me!! I try again when I have the patience to fight with them. *sweats*

Rui, shall we go apply for the Kinokuniya card? I still trying to determine whether if it worth applying for, with only 10% off during normal periods but I’m certainly confirmed I’ll be going to another book spree in December. We talk about it again!! :)

Wow Nona, Kon is already the same size as Chuu! It won’t be too long before Chuu has to be careful around all his giant friends in order not to be stampeded on. Geez~ Grow Chuu grow!! (Yesh yesh, I know it’s my fault, I’m not blogging frequently enough.) Ahhhh~~ Come, mummy feeds you~~

See people, this is what exam stress can do to you. Beware!


p.s: I feel like changing my blog layout, again.

at 10:51 PM




Submitted!


Yay, I just submitted my entry for the mini fanfic compeition. Yay, no more distractions to prevent me from my readings! (I think) Anyway, the top 3 will receive a copy or the link, I'm not very sure to the full version Kanjani's latest concert performance! I can't wait for the results to come out, not that my story is good this time. I quite think it was bad actually, considering it was written only half-heartedly. Oh well, one can always hope isn't it. I want to see the concert!


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at 9:22 PM




Chuuu~~

Thursday, October 20, 2005


Yay~ Chuu has finally grown! Image hosted by Photobucket.com Good job soon!!
And he has learnt to swear too.. Image hosted by Photobucket.com
Oh no, if basing his progress on Hachiko, he will be telling me to "go die" next... Image hosted by Photobucket.com
I don't want my son to go into the rebellious stage can? Hmm... all it's Hachiko's bad influence. Image hosted by Photobucket.com Haha..
Ooh, I want to find some pretty flower seeds too! Hmm.. Sunflowers will be the best! *hint hint*
The Gang

at 4:37 PM




Fly frisbee fly~~

Wednesday, October 19, 2005


Everyone said Chuu started talking and Ja-ne mentioned that he has grown. Did he? Jaaaane ar... Did you mistaken Hachiko for Chuu? He is still, that same little being right from the very beginning. This aside, I was looking at someone's full grown meropet the other day, the "fugus-sheep-like" one as referred by Ja-ne. After some time of observation, it is actually quite cute! But too bad, the website don't allow me to adopt another pet even though I tried to create another account as the rss address is already registered. I wonder if I create another rss address for the this same blog, will the system be tricked?? I shall turn to Dr. Debbie.

[9.38pm] After some pondering, knowing the fickle me, I decided I shall just focus and give all my "motherly love" to Chuu and chuu alone. No more other pets! (unless I come across some other cute one of course... Hehe....)

Ooosh, another day of satisfying frisbee-playing! ^___^ Finally I got about to do some exercise again before my body grow further more, er hem.. sideways. I'm starting to get worried a little about that little phenomenon. Heh, all girls are concious about their own body okay?! It's just the degree of how much. In any case, finally my sweat glands get to start work again, it really feels good running up and down. Thanks to the wind, the number of times we have to run after the frisbee and pick it up from the ground is definitely more than the number of times we catch it in our hands. Lolz~ Not that we actually mind, more running = more calories lost. Playing frisbee is definitely more interesting than running around the field, I still that is a very silly sport, my own personal opinion doesn't really matter...

So, frisbee anyone? ^-^) /

at 8:40 PM




Since the beginning......

Monday, October 17, 2005


Why is BL stories so popular nowadays?

****

With a resigned sigh, Takki walked over to the sobbing figure curled up near the window still.

“You boke, whatever am I supposed to do with you?!”

Reaching out, he gently pulled the figure into his embrace. After a moment of hesitation, he tenderly planted a light kiss on the top of the head.

“Listen. I’m not sure whether my feelings for you are the same as those between a man and woman. I have no confidence that I will be able to accept the fact if I’m turn out that I'm attracted to the same sex. But.. I do know that Tsubasa has a VERY very special place in my heart. If further down the years, we do not meet that special woman in our life.. Then.. let’s just accompany each other forever, shall we..?”

In the familiar, warm embrace that he always known, Tsubasa could feel the corners of his mouth tugging upwards.

Forever…

He liked the sound of that.



****

I wonder......

at 11:27 PM




A strange dream....


in a sense that the whole dream made perfect logical sense even though it stopped quite suddenly in the middle like all dreams are which is perfectly fine for nightmares but a pity for those sweet dreams that you want it to go on and on and on....

Anyway, as the dream went:

A family of three (let's call them Nick, Athena and their little girl, Mary shall we?) was having lunch at a restuarant when a large commotion attracted everyone's attention. Someone had jumped down from a building not very far off away, say about three minutes walk away.

forward >>>>

turned out the man who jumped was actually a business customer of Nick who was directly in charge of his transaction. Apparently, he was trying to save his business from bankrupcy, by asking the bank where Nick worked for for help - financial loans.

forward >>>>

Nick realized that some illegal transactions were made and were quietly going on by a group of unknown culprits in the company and was going back to the company to confront a single person that he suspected when..........

forward >>>>

In an isolated carpark near a tennis court (looks like one of the place in school), Mary was running away for a man in black suit screaming for help. A black car was waiting nearby. (Why was it always a BLACK car???)

forward >>>> END.


It's so strange isn't, almost like a detective kinda story. Some people say, dreams are a continuation of what you think in day or before you sleep. If that's really the case, then it made no logical at all. I was reading a dark fantasy story before I went to the dreamworld. In anyway, I'm relieved that unlike all my other dreams where the people I know played a role, this one consisted of total strangers. It wouldn't be very pleasant if the man who committed sucide is one of my friends..... -_-;; CHOY~!!!!!!!!! Just the thought give me the creeps. Just in case, CHOY~!!!!!!!!! TOUCH WOOD!!!!!!

at 1:34 PM




Hah!

Friday, October 14, 2005


I have finally finished my essay! *beaming with happiness*

It really feels good for once to complete my essay 24-hour earlier before it is due for submission. No more panicking; no last minute rush to the computer lab to print the essay out; no need to dash to assignment box before the minute hand reach 12. Hah!
The enjoyment of relaxation now… while I’m lazily typing this post.

Thanks to this experience, I discover I actually work better outside my room, away from the internet. Hah! I proclaimed the library as my serious work/study area now. It probably be the place where I will be hanging regularly from now ‘til the end of my exams. I really have to put more effort into my studies for this semester, considering the laxness state I had been in for the last semester and till now, in order to achieve my desired grades. Possibility of doing Honours? Hmmm…. I wonder. Well, since I regretted not preparing earlier for my exams last semester, I better make sure I do this time round, so that I will not be crying over spilled milk again. Maybe, the feeling of being well-prepared for the exams will be similar to the sense of contentment that’s circulating within me now. Heh!

From now onwards, Library-san will be my best friend! Heh, I realized acknowledging someone as “-san” save the trouble of trying to figure out Mr, Mrs, Ms, Mdm etc… Hah!

at 12:35 AM




初恋

Thursday, October 13, 2005


一下的心血来潮
去了Friendster的网页,搜了一下他的名字
说了也怪,如果搜一搜自己的名字
少说都有十几个人出现 ( 唉~)
他,真的是独一无二
输入了他的名字,就只有他那么一人出现。
(老实说,心里一直有点不平衡)

看到了他的近况
心里难免小小地高兴了一下
他的女友好漂亮
两个人站在一块真的很登对~
虽然很想对他说声“哇~ 恭喜。你过得很好~”
但来自一个被遗忘的人
感觉一定很奇怪

仔细地看了别人为他写的testi 之后
从他们的描述中 认识他多一点点
原来他也曾经当过代课数学老师 (真想不到)
好像还蛮受学生欢迎的
一个热血,老是爱说冷笑话的教师
啊~~ 真羡慕他的学生
至少,他们比我更靠近他多一些

虽然一直都觉得Friendster没什么用
但这种时候 还真希望它永永远远存在下去
那我还能够 在偶尔想起他的时候
看看他过的如何
结了婚没 有了孩子没
嘿,说不定我可以把我和他的孩子(当然是各自的)
事先安排在同一个生活圈子里

让他/她替自己的老妈完成一个幻想
近水楼台先嘛~~


哈…… 想得太远了咯…… (笑)

at 3:58 AM




Chuu Obession

Tuesday, October 11, 2005


Am not blogging until I fix the rss problem! The main purpose? So.. that Chuu can start growing~~ Image hosted by Photobucket.com *laughs* I realized it had been quite some time since I was obessed with a "toy" like this. I never did catch the "Tamagochi" fever in the past, save my interest *er hem* in all the Johnnys boys which current or rather the previous one for Kanjani8 - Sukiyanen was already dying down. (I wonder is there any interest of mine that successfully last for more than half-a-year?)

Anyway, is it just me? (or my computer?) There will be pop-up ads everytime I come to or refresh my blog. Feedback please~~! I will have to start cleaning....

at 3:43 PM




没有意义的post (笑)

Monday, October 10, 2005


为了让チュウ快快成长,我这个当“妈妈”的
应该努力多写写些,让“儿子”吃得饱,睡得好……

(我都说这是废话连篇了^_^)
大家可以不用看这一篇~~

不过说真的,当没话题聊的时候却偏偏要挤出很多很多个字
是件…… 痛苦的事。
有时候,会蛮羡慕那些噼里啪啦就能想到话题的人类(狂笑)
是因为他们细心地注意自己的环境吗?
还是他们天生就能出口成章?

也许,我也应该改改自个儿的坏习惯
不是为了噼里啪啦的能力 而是想改一改沉闷的生活
懵懵懂懂地过日子,不看不闻 除了关于自己的事情以外
我想,用点心去过日子 或许小小的快乐或趣事也会多起来。

来,一起加油吧!
不知打了那么チュウ会不会成长多一些?
哈……这是我的最终目的嘛……

at 12:48 PM




今早,我梦到了……

Sunday, October 09, 2005


*心*心*金城 武*心*心*


天呀~ 他好帅! 好感性!!
((请容许我发花痴))


真的…… 好幸福呀……!

at 11:10 AM




啊~ 我的心已碎了~~~ (唱)

Saturday, October 08, 2005


果真,最喜欢的还是韩国男歌手的情歌。
每当耳边响起那忧郁悲伤的歌声时,心里的某处也跟着溶化,化成棉花软软的,身子也变得软软趴趴的,心情也莫名其妙会低落起来。
特别是当歌声从耳机透过时,更像情人深情款款地在耳边呢喃。
说真的,虽然说得有点夸张,但……事实便是如此。
如果男歌手此刻就在自己的面前,说不定我早已忍不住把他抱进怀里好好心疼一番,
“别那么伤感了……”地安慰着。(汗)

哪一天空闲下来时,真想把全部的情歌编辑在同一个CD里,好在夜阑人静的时候,播放着歌曲,细细地享受那充满忧郁放浪的情感。
嘿,说不定我还会哭着入睡呢。
如果真的如此,我一点也不惊讶。谁叫我对忧郁的情歌完全没法子……

但奇怪的是,听着日语、中文的情歌时那些病恹恹的状态完全不会出现。
听起来的时候,感觉完全不一样,像是少了点什么。
或许它们没有那种‘我全心全意为你’的感觉吧……
是文化的差别吗?还是我自己多想了呢?

at 11:31 PM